Did I really just...

Did I really just email my former internship training director at The Children's Hospital in Denver to get more info about a job posting I just saw? Yes, I did.

Did I really just feel disappointed that she's out of the office and won't be back in until next week to respond to my email? Yes, I did.

Did I really just call K to tell him about it too? Yes, I did.

Did I really just try to get more info online about this position? Yes, I did. I came across this article, which is probably a good overview.

Did I really just consider applying online? Yes, I did.

Did I really just update my CV? Yes, I did.

Must stop. Must come back to reality. K and I love Austin (although I do not appreciate this warm weather in November!). We love our 'lil blue house. Moving sucks. K's job is here.

But, the reality also is that I am not happy in my job. I miss seeing kids.

TCH is a great place. I have a lot of experience working in children's hospitals and it is really what I thought I would be doing after post-doc, but the jobs weren't there in Dallas or Austin. And, they still aren't.