Bah, Humbug...

Sharing the holidays with a partner is proving to be difficult for me and K. Virtually nothing about the holidays last year or this year has gone smoothly in our relationship. There were apparent compromises made this year, with the beauty of it being that we could do whatever we wanted on Christmas Eve and Christmas Day this year. A chance to develop new traditions as a couple and future family. But, that has turned out to be harder than expected. I am starting to really just dread the holidays at this point because we apparently don't do it well together.